LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
im bored ... someone ... talk to me ...jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
the one wearing brown shirt one is qizhe , whom my gan meimei (iris) likes =p
TAN CHING LOONG JASON (:
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
today start off with a very sian lesson , which is ... mathematics tuition . today is jas last lesson , but for me , i haven told mr tan i wann to quit TT so maybe i need to stay for 1 more month . but ... when i got home , two things light me up (:one is tv ; there's a show , one saturday and sunday 11am , very nice ...second is my comp ; when i went online just now , guess wad i saw ?? ...... jason is online !! finally , after blocking (i guess so) me for so long ... im bored now ):*IMPORTANT NEWS ! my prepaid card de money have been used up , so i'll not be able to answer your call or reply your smses , but i'll call you back with my house phoney (:
Saturday, March 29, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
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meixin (:
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okay !
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the sixth princess (:
like , is different from love ...
jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
hmmm.....
so long nv blog le ...
will definetly upload photos later de , but first , i gotta talk about wad happened this week (:
monday ; meixin came to our school , and dunno why , we just got so high about her . we ask jael to answer the question and go down to take the prizes . she got quite high . den we went to hougang mall , because she lost her phone , and the guy who took her phone say he wanted to give jael back her phone , and ask her to meet him at hougang mall . we waited for about 2hrs++ , but the guy didnt appear , and he didnt call back . when we called jael's phoney , it was off . and so , we went home at about 6.30 .
tuesday ; don was sick , so he went home , and eunice was down with flu . (the flu bug is flying around ... =.=) not much bah , cause i forgot wad happened le =p
wednesday ; don was back . me , kelly , jael and jas stay back to do the cme project . we talk about lots of things , especially guys ... hahas ...
thursday ; nothing much happened , except eunice did not go to school , cause she was down with fever/flu/both bah =p
friday ; was a very very tiring day . after school , i went to guzheng , help teacher change the 'xian' . actually we had a meeting with ms neo , she she came very late , so i went first as i need to go to the HDB hub . and when we were on bus , guowei smsed me and told me that they saw a pervert , he was filming/taking pics of girls' panties ... wad a big pervert !!! den at night , i went to my uncle house until 10pm , damn damn damn tired !!!
saturday , which is today ; went to jael's church with leonard , guowei and mavis . we play games tgt . and i found out mavis care for people very very much de . eg . we was playing games , we need to tie our hands together and run from one place to another , mavis will hold me and will ask if my hand will pain or not (cause we tie our hands using a string) . so , if anyone is super close with her , im sure that she will not let that person get hurt , either in physical or emotional de . (: went home with guowei . he ask me for stead again , and i reject him again . because partially , i think i still cant forget hiim , and another part of me thinks that BGR will affect my 'o' lvl ... T.T it isnt that easy to forget someone .
same as jas , i'll give myself up till next year . if next year , he still dunn love me , i'll really forget hiim and learn to love someone else ...
eunice asked me this question on friday on our way back home : "if give you a choice , you would wann to be friends with jason or stead with hiim ?"
my answer was : "stead with hiim , but i'll make things better ."
but now , after i think for so long , i feel that i'll be friends with hiim . until that someday that we are sure that we wont leave each other for no good reasons , den i'll be with hiim .
i feel that the mosquitos love me , i have so many bites (although jason told me mosquito dunn use mouth to bite , but i dunno wad word to use beside bites =p) on my hands and legs . TT
will upload pics awhile more . (:
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
i suddenly realise something , jason nv sweet talk to me before , or isit have ? i forgot le , but if have , sure a little bit only . although he always say something funny to me and i dunn understand , he will say : aiya , ni bu dong de lah . den he will put his big hand on my face . but i love him doing that to me , thats sooo cute . =pmaybe thats because why i lyk him bah , i lyk being the xiao nu ren and he is the da nan ren kind of people . okay , finished talking about hiim .i got tuition this morning , and this morning is lyk so good lah , no sun . but still got to wake up at 8.30 TTguess wads my dinner ? its bread ! wahahahas . will post pics later (:mummy coming ack from malaysia today le . cannot blog again le TTso sad . kelly's and jason's birthday coming le . and im on BUDGET !!!! no money le . hahas . got to get from mummy =pgot to go le . need to do my history hw TTkelian de wo . post pics tmr (:bye =pjaz LOVES you
Saturday, March 22, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
why cant she just accompany me go shop n save to buy tibits eat ? im very very stressed now , i just wann to eat . im crying , i wish that i cann cry loudly , i wish that i cann scream . im stressed . 'O' levelsLOVE everything is making me go crazy .
dunno why , i just fell lyk crying . the thunder makes me cry .
jaz MISS hiim
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
woke up at around 10am today , had a weird weird dream yesterday night . had maggie for breakfast and lunch(brunch) . and the most angry thing is , i help my meimei to cook her share , and she dunn wann to pei me go shop n save to uy tibits !!!! grrr !!! im so bored now , i'll go watch the last episode on wo de nu hai now . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!I WANN TO EAT TIBITS !!!!!jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
yesterday night came home at about 10.30pm . the 101 bus took so long to come lah ! im wearing heels and the bus uncle drive still drive so fast ! ytd came home at 1.20pm in the afternoon to prepare for the art fiesta . at about 2.15 , i went down to meet guowei , den wait for mr liang to come take his thumbdrive . we all decided to meet at 3pm , but everyone was going to be late , so we change the time to 3.30 . so im the first to reach kovan (: so me and guowei walk around level2 , den bevis came ; he was meetiing him , thats why he came with me . at around 3.30 , eunice and jas reach , den jael reach . so we went into pizza hut , and order things to eat . kelly came at about 4pm . we went off at about 5pm to take mrt . and i saw hiim (: he looks so shuai . xDhahas , actually hai hao lah =pafter art fiesta , we was thinking of going walk walk , but eunice dunn wann go , so jas dunn wann go , so i dunn wann go , so jael dunn wann go , so kelly dunn wann go . SO end up , everybody dunn wann go . (story ended)when i got home , mummy start nagging and nagging about my attire . den i fall asleep while sms-ing guowei =pthis morning , i found a spider with a spider we on my table !!! just one night , and the spider web appear . my meimei and i spent 20mins on clearing it . we spray the insect repellant all over the spider web until the spider drop down . den my meimei went out with her friends and im going to go buy my lunch now , with my sprained ankle T.T
jael zi lian-ing .
me zi lian-ing .
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
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the chocolate ice-creams ...
flooded
went out with jas on thurs and saw this colourful thingy(actually its oil)
jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
back to school yesterday (:sooo fun an interesting , i keep laughing , from morning till school end . same as this morning . but laughing while walking up the stairs is very tiring de lorr . when i climb up to 4th floor , jas will ask me 1 question : hen chuan horr . of course lah , 4th floor leh ! so long nv climb le .saturday went to j and jas to pei my neighbour to cut her hair . den we ate choc ice-cream ; will post the pics later and you will see how disgusting it was (: and that stupid kahjun , ignored my sister for so many days le . dunn lyk her jiu say out lah , dunn need lyk that de right ! im getting so angry with him le , this stupid asshole . grrrr ... i know wad my sis cann give him for a birthday present le - a break-up . he deserved it . (ps. my mei didnt say she wanns to break , is an example =p)TTmummy band me from using the computer from monday to friday (but , i get to use when she is not around >.<) hehes . art fiesta coming le (:im getting sooo excited >.<>
and tmr got pe (:
jaz LOVES you
Thursday, March 13, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
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me , qizhe and iris
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jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
it has been cleared (:but i feel quite upset + guilty + happy + sad . i cried .i'll post some pictures (:jaz LOVES you
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
im back (:
i really got quite alot to say .
tuesday and wednesday ; i went to sp to learn the autodesk inventer , so dnt thingy bah .
guowei went with me , cause eunice didn wann to go and jael is at genting
TT
down there was really cold , i was shivering lorr .
and now , im in a totally mess .
M-E-S-S MESS !i dunno wad should i do now . my mind is in a mess . my life is in a mess . everything is in a mess . i know i shouldn't had done it in the first place . i regreted . but i dunn wish to hurt anyone .
this senario is happening again . just lyk nigell and jinhong . just that , now i know wads the feeling of being hurt , thoroughly hurt . wad should i do ? first ; met a right person at a wrong tym . now ; met a wrong person at a wrong tym . im going crazy anytym . *so , if anyone saw me behaving crazily for a moment , and then quiet/gloomy for another moment , DUNN BE SHOCK .'something that has been done , cannot be undone . why not change it before regreting it even more .' - that is wad i cann always do . i know all these , but i dunno how to use it . what a failure im . "im just lyk a person , who had just fallen from a great height , fortunately , i didnt die . but i was paralysed . i cant walk unless i go for therapy . everyone , my family and friends , helped me . but i just refuse to go for the therapy . i refuse to stand . i need a rest , something to lean on . just then , the wheelchair came . therefore , i accepted the wheelchair , whom i thought i could lean on for the rest of my life . but , i somehow found some fault in it . the wheelchair needs me too , it needs me to control it . now , im confused . should i continue using te wheelchair and try to adapt to it , or should i get away from it , and stand up on my own . just me . alone . single . "i need someone who i cann lean on forever , not one who lean on me .
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
auntie look . hahas .
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
遇到你真的爱的人时,要努力争取和他相处下去,因为当他离去时,一切都来不及了...遇到可相信的朋友时,
要好好和他相处,
因为在人的一生中,
可遇到知己真的不易...
遇到人生中的贵人时,
要记得好好感激,
因为他是你人生的转折点...
遇到曾经爱过的人,记得微笑向他感激, 因为他是让你更懂爱的人...遇到曾经恨过的人时,
要微笑向他打招呼,
因为他让你更坚强...
遇到曾经背叛你的人时,
跟他好好聊一聊,
因为若不是他今天你不会懂这世界...
遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时,要祝福他幸福唷!因为你喜欢他时,不是希望他幸福快乐吗?遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时,要谢谢他走过你的人生,因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分...遇到曾经和你有误会的人时,
要趁现在解清误会,
因为你可能只有这次机会解释清楚...
遇到现在和相伴一生的人要百分百感谢他爱你,因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱...cherrish wadever you have now before you regret it .
promises are hard to keep ,
but at least i kept for sometime .
jaz LOVES hym
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
okay , continue from here .
after estelle , yiling & shiyun went home , guowei came meet me . they went home after guowei came to meet me cause estelle say: "if he kidnap you , we will know how he looks like . "
dotts =.=
and the movie is at 7pm , so we went walk walk . AND we walk for almost 1and a half hours lorr !!
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me & guowei (: he is so tall !
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guowei and me (: and he say i only focus on me , den made his face blurr . hahas . -.-
" not 'love' but 'miss' "
jaz MISS hym
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
yesterday night too lazy to on comp le .
so , i'll post my pictures today (:
went out at about 12pm and came back at 10pm (:
went to cafe cartel eat .
and i ate this . soooo chocolatey ....
den me , shiyun , yiling & estelle went to ps to shop .
and they bought a necklace for me (:
cherry = cherrish (:
these are all the pictures we took yesterday .
later den upload more . this stupid laggy comp !!
jaz LOVES hym
Saturday, March 8, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
going out soon . with my primary school friends .
xD someone is going to pei me go watch the leap years le . hehes .
JAS ! wann go with me ? ask nick too lah . den after movie cann go cycling (:
will be back at night and will post pictures de (:
jaz LOVES hym
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
IM SOOO TIRED !!just came back from cross-country .
2.4 km leh ! i run quite fast today but still didn make it to the top ):
mr liang send me home today (: with the guys and eunice , jasmine tease me !
now my butt hurts T.T dunno wad happen , so painy .
got to go shower le . smelly smelly now
xD
jaz LOVES hym
Thursday, March 6, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
done finish my 'school project' le . so tired . because of this make me have no tym to do my homework la . grrr....
going 11pm now le . going sleep le .
goodnights (:
jaz LOVES hym
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
study in the same school and didnt saw each other for the whole day .
how sad it is ):
everytym tell myself : dunn see his profile , dunn care about him . but it doesnt work for me ):
i miss hiim .
i got to go do my homework le , i owe many days le .
but...
im so lazy to do . hehes .
jaz LOVES hym
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
Hmmm.....
today happen quite alot , but actually only a little bit .
today during recess , dunno wad happen to eunice and kelly , lyk dunn wann talk to me lyk that , i thought they angry with me lorr . But in the end , it's not . phew -.-
after school , we 5 princesses sat down and talk talk . and im soooo hungry =p
went home and ate 2 plates of bee hoon . =p hehes .
im so bored now !! >.<
me and my sista
jaz ~ my messy hair (:
jaz LOVES hym
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
haixx
difficult to do lorr , going crazy le , asking jas to help me when she is free .
Today is a boring day . Morning ; after assembly , i went for an 'exercise' . from 3rd floor went down to 1st den went up to 2nd , den went down to 1st again . mrs gan talk to us about the 'school project' for 1 period and we missed the physics test . wads more is that mr chong wanted us to take the test during recess ! and somemore he still late for the test !
After recess ; chemistry => boring ; mathematics => tired ; history => a bit bit interesting ;
cme => cher nv come , so me , eunice , jael , kelly and alvin do the cme project tgt until 3pm++
going to go 'pompom' now and den watch my show !
MEIIMEII COMING BACK TMR LE !jaz LOVES hym
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