Wednesday, March 12, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
im back (:
i really got quite alot to say .
tuesday and wednesday ; i went to sp to learn the autodesk inventer , so dnt thingy bah .
guowei went with me , cause eunice didn wann to go and jael is at genting
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down there was really cold , i was shivering lorr .
and now , im in a totally mess .
M-E-S-S MESS !i dunno wad should i do now . my mind is in a mess . my life is in a mess . everything is in a mess . i know i shouldn't had done it in the first place . i regreted . but i dunn wish to hurt anyone .
this senario is happening again . just lyk nigell and jinhong . just that , now i know wads the feeling of being hurt , thoroughly hurt . wad should i do ? first ; met a right person at a wrong tym . now ; met a wrong person at a wrong tym . im going crazy anytym . *so , if anyone saw me behaving crazily for a moment , and then quiet/gloomy for another moment , DUNN BE SHOCK .'something that has been done , cannot be undone . why not change it before regreting it even more .' - that is wad i cann always do . i know all these , but i dunno how to use it . what a failure im . "im just lyk a person , who had just fallen from a great height , fortunately , i didnt die . but i was paralysed . i cant walk unless i go for therapy . everyone , my family and friends , helped me . but i just refuse to go for the therapy . i refuse to stand . i need a rest , something to lean on . just then , the wheelchair came . therefore , i accepted the wheelchair , whom i thought i could lean on for the rest of my life . but , i somehow found some fault in it . the wheelchair needs me too , it needs me to control it . now , im confused . should i continue using te wheelchair and try to adapt to it , or should i get away from it , and stand up on my own . just me . alone . single . "i need someone who i cann lean on forever , not one who lean on me .
