Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
argh ... this is going to be a saddy post ..
i just got kind of rejected by someone . nothing special bah , cause i always get rejected .. from young until now , i was a crybaby(sounds lyk im old?) . when i got together with hiim that tym , i dunno how many tyms i had cried already . but certainly , lots . cry until he got tired of me , so i guess i wont cry infront of guys anymore , cause they get sick of it .i used to lyk him in the past , but he had someone else on his mind .. andd now , dunno why , i suddenly got so interested in him . im in confused now , who in the hell i actually lyk ?! him or hiim .. i dunn wann to tell their names , cause .. i also dunno why , just dunn feel lyk telling , but feel lyk saying all these out . now he had somebody in his heart again .. i just dunn get it right sometyms .. i either meet the wrong person at the wrong tym , or the right person at the wrong tym .. always .. getting hurt everytym .. is it because that my standard is too high that they are so difficult for me to get , or is it their standard is too high for me too reach ??i give up .. i'll choose to love myself bah (so pathetic that i only have myself to love , hahas) , from tmr onwards .. today , i'll just let myself continue being hurt .. (let today be the last , so dunn scold me , jas , if i did anything stupid .) haixx ..
tmr my gan meiimeiis are coming over , so i must not be affected by this .. Jiay0us Jiay0us Jiay0us .. hahas , im soo stupid ..
jazLOVES...
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
overall , today is quite a tiring day . we had our 2.4 run today , register 1-10 andd the boys had to run today .. i ran 2nd among the girls (: andd 14.++mins . i think i have nv run that fast before bah .. when i reached the line there , andd they told me my timing , my first reaction was : o.O yay ! im faster den my sister .. hahas .i wore contact lens to school today (: but nick , jas andd eunice say not nice , eunice say maybe not used to it bah ): so sad .. tmr i not going to wear le bah , got mother tongue exams ..i got back my poa paper1 andd maths le .. maths paper2 i pass , but paper1 i fail T.T poa , i heng heng pass , 20/40 (: but overall still fail bah , i dunn think my paper2 cann make it .. went to ntuc with ms wong , eunice andd jas just now . we bought a box of milo , which is 12 packets , andd kit-kat ,, andd the milo weigh 12kg in total lorr . jas andd eunice take turns to take back to school .. i was complaining that i wann to take too , but when i take ,, it was not that heavy at first , but after awhile , it's really damn heavy de lorr . so i said to eunice , we carry together lah =p den she laugh and say 'see i told you , you cannot liao mah .' so sad , but 12kg is really very heavy lorr , i must go on diet le larr , if not when my boyfriend carry me up next tym , he'll be flat . hahas .
my bookmark (: i made it myself de ..
jazLOVESyou
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
basically .. nothing much happen today . the whole afternoon i was lying on my bed reading storybook . i have just borrowed a new one , same author as the previous one i hav read . it's really really DAMN DAMN NICE ! no kiddin .. hahas .. andd the book is totally a christian book , it tells some part of the bible , andd it's meaningful de lorr .. =pjust watch finish 'liao zhai' andd i cried .. it's so so so so so so so SAD ! losing 2 of your love ones at one go is so so so sad .. anyway , im quite bored . nobody is msging me , but that's good too (: lyk that , i wont use up the money so fast (:that's all (: there wont be any exams tmr (: (there's some weird things happening to me now .. i cant seem to breathe with my nose , i feel lyk nothing went in andd i got to take deep breath with my mouth .. or isit i think too much le ??)jazLOVESyou
Saturday, April 26, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
TT nobody wann to talk to me ... i said hi to hiim , he didn reply .. andd that stupid korkor , smsed him nv reply .. T.T im bored .. nobody is talking to me !!..jazISBORED
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
(: i today spent just 1min , or not to 1min , to put in my contact lens (: (: double happy , hahas .. went to library with neighbour andd meiimeii . andd we walk home from hougang mall (: jian fei ..no pics for today ): so sad , hahas ... andd my comp is lagging today T.T andd someone is not talking to me ... ):byebyes ..jazLOVESyou
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
since im soo soo soo bored , i shall post some pics ....jpg)
qizhe's red-dy ear .. andd this is caused by ..
jasper .. hahas , he keep pulling qizhe's ears ..andd this is wad i did to qizhe andd my meii ...jpg)
ii make them eat a big sushi , so that i cann take pics of them =p
lastly .. my contact lens ..
ii spent 50mins to put it in , andd 20mins to take it out lorr ..
okay .. done .. andd im bored again .. should ii go sleep ?? haixx .. i rather go school den staying at home doing nothing for so many hours . jazISBORED
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
im bored ... ):not going out today le .. jael need to help her dad do things , so i not going too le .. haixx , at home nothing to do .. so sian .. nobody talk to me T.TSIAN SIAN SIAN !!!!time may be a great healer but it is a lousy beautician .jazLOVESyou
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
yay xD i finally got my contact lens (: wearing it out today with 3rd andd 4th princesses .. andd fenfen .. but dunno jael going or not leh . if she not going den i dunn go too ): haixx ,, always lyk that de . one person backing out , den alot will start backing out le .. actually is we 5 princesses going de , but den jas not going ,, den kelly not going ,, den jael is thinking of backing out ,, den i'll not go if jael is not going ... andd ... that affects the whole outing . (there goes my long story again , hahas .)maybe going to jael's church tmr , but provided there are people accompany-ing me =pi'll just end here , cause i'll maybe need 1hr to wear my contact lens in again =p jazLOVESyou
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
hmmm ... thought of something today in my daddy's car while going out to eat with ahma . i thought of hiim suddenly . went past amk hub . i hate to go amk hub ever since that quarrel with hiim that tym . we had our first quarrel at amk hub there , the first quarrel , andd a big quarrel . the first tym he scold me vulgar word , just once , but it hurt so much . i wish tym could go back . i wont quarrel with hiim then , i'll just leave quietly , cry quietly - alone . i miss hiim . i miss those days with hiim . just 1 more day to our 7 mth anniversary , yet he broke up with me . andd i remembered , one of the anniversary , he actually msg me at midnight 12am , 'happy anniversary' . so touched , andd thats the only tym he said that (i guess so) . ARGH !!! IM GOING TO FLUNK MY EXAMS TMR !! NOTHING WENT IN MY HEAD EXCEPT HIIM , HIIM AND ......................... tv - perhaps =pim going to study physics now .. wish me luck =pnightssweet dreams to me (:jazMISShiim
Thursday, April 17, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
the opposite of love isn't hate - it's indifference . if you hate me , that means you still care .
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
10 days never blog le . this week we have got exams until the next next week . T.T dreamt of hiim yesterday (although it's a bad dream , but it's okay , because ... i dream of hiim =p )
today , got maths paper one andd social studies paper . soo tired . my hand is also very very de painful T.T
got to go study after i blog finish T.T
maths andd history ...
zilian - ing
zilian - ing again
my small small eyes =p
heart shape rice =p
my cat , with my dragonfly on her tail (:
JAS's dragonfly andd mine (:should i wear contact lense ??
leave your comments (:
jazLOVESyou
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
TODAY , 7th APRIL ; JASON BIRTHDAY .happy birthday to you (:
this is wad i gave hiim (:today pe is so tiring , although i didnt play much , but play a game for 85mins is really super duper tiring de lorr ...SATURDAY !went out with kelly , jas , eunice andd jael to celebrate kelly's birthday (: we went to K den pool =pdamn fun .. we sing andd jump andd shout .. lyk mad women lyk that , hahas . andd saw jinhong , he is just beside our room ..andd we ate chocolate cake (: 
den , went to plaza sing de pool , very fun , cause i first tym play that thingy =p feel lyk going again =p guowei say wann challenge me ,, if i win , he treat , if he win ... he treat . hahas .jael bring her eeyore go with us .. andd , as promised , i wont put their photo on my blog (: im a goody goody good girl =p
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yufen ; my shifu andd me (:
SUNDAY !
went to qingming in the morning andd skip tuition =p den about 1pm went to cut my hair at j and jas ... andd the shuai ge is there !! xD andd most importantly , he cut my hair for me again .. so , afterall the waiting is 'zhi de' de (:
(p.s. we waited for 1hr++ before it's our turn)
den , at night ; went to beach with my little cousins (: they so cute lah , reach there le den keep saying 'wo yao wan sha , wo yao wan sha'(which is i wann play sand , i wann play sand !) hahas . den my uncle say ' you nv play before harr ! '
hahas . =p
we from 6pm play until 8pm .. den went home and watch Death Note 1 (:
the 6th princess (:
xinyi andd ryan(my cousin)
travis (: running away when the waves came , hahas .
the castle that we built (:
the hole that my meimei dig , cann 'dabian' there . hahas .
Wednesday, April 2, 2008 Y
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
WHEN YOU'RE GONEi always needed time on my owni never thought i'd need you there when i cryand the days feel like years when i'm aloneand the bed where you lieis made up on your sidewhen you walk awayi count the steps that you takedo you see how much i need you right now ?when you're gonethe pieces of my heart are missing youwhen you're gonethe face i came to know is missing toowhen you're gonethe words i need to hear to always get me through the dayand make it OK i miss youi never felt this way beforeeverything that i doreminds me of youand the clothes you leftthe lie on the floorand they smell just like youi love the things that you dowhen you walk awayi count the steps that you takedo you see how much i need you right now ?when you're gonethe pieces of my heart are missing youwhen you're gonethe face i came to know is missing tooand when you're gonethe words i need to hear to always get me through the dayand make it OK i miss you we were made for each otherout here foreveri know we wereyeah yeahall i ever wanted was for you to knoweverything i do i give my heart and souli can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with mewhen you're gonethe pieces of my heart are missing youwhen you're gonethe face i came to know is missing tooand when you're gonethe words i need to hear will always get me through the dayand make it OK i miss you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
nothing really interesting happened today , except , we took our guzheng photo today (: andd , im standing at the 2nd row (: i manage to stand at 2nd row by tip-toeing =p
andd i've got 'lou mai gai'(in eng it should be glutinous rice bah .. ) for my lunch .. mummy cook de (:
'mummy-made' (:
question on how 'kai fang' you are =p
my answer (: quite true =p
all the explanations ......
jaz LOVES you
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
if i had to choose between loving you and breathing , then i would use my last breath to tell you that I LOVE YOU ...
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
today ... 1st april , is april fool day (:so.......HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY (:xDandd i just now accidently bang my head on the wall . TTpainpain ... jaz MISS hiim
LOVE isn't about finding a perfect person; it's about seeing an imperfect person PERFECTLY.
had a afternoon nap yesterday . and it made me stay awake until 12am den i fall asleep ! already very late sleep , very tired le , DEN i had a dream , a weird and tiring dream . ( i was chase by two small little dogs in one part of the dream . ) T.T
school was quite tiring and boring today ... after dnt , we had mother tongue CA2 . writing compo , and immediately , the first word i need to check dictionary le -.-was raining after school . eunice sent me home (: off to shower now xDbyeeeeees .....jaz LOVES you
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